I've had 4 psychotic episodes. They were really amazing but I really don't want to ever have one again. A much better trip than any drug I've been on and they certainly have lasted a lot longer than any drug. I guess I will choose to be grateful for those experiences but they were also very scary at times (though the last one was mostly positive but there was still a lot of scary stuff mixed in there).
I have recurring dreams about working at pet stores. I have worked at two pet stores but I don't think I have dreamed about those two specific pet stores at which I actually worked. There are two "dream pet stores" that I find myself returning to and working at in my dreams sometimes. One is at a mall. I have never worked at a pet store at a mall. One is in a basement. I have never worked at a pet store in a basement. At both of them I am on drugs and not performing well. I think my drug usage is usually worse at the basement pet store. There are usually problems with the fish in my dreams. And the birds, but it's been more problems with fish lately. Last night I had a dream where I accidentally put an angel-type fish in with some oscar-type (meat-eating) fish. The oscars ate the angel fish. I was very sad about it. Other fish were dying in the dream, too. Once I had a dream that there were walls of water that the fish were in and the water was not in any type of tank or container. That was a weird one. I usually have trouble feeding the animals in the dreams or I forget to feed them or I make some kind of mistake with their care.
Addendum 8/3/13: I did not realize I had mentioned the pet store dreams in my last post. Apparently they must be important to me. :-)
