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I've been pretty depressed since I hurt my back about a week ago.  It feels better, but I guess not being able to do anything for a few days left a dent in my psyche.  I'm also depressed because I was going to try to get a job being a house monitor at the City Mission (which I probably wouldn't have liked anyway, bc it was on the men's side which might have been difficult), but I was too incapacitated by the back injury to take in the application.  I had decided that I should probably get a job instead of going back to school to get my Master's in English, but now I don't really know what to do.  I was really enjoying digging up a plot of land to make a garden, but that's how I hurt my back, so I'm scared to work on it anymore for fear of hurting my back again.  I think if I had a friend to do things with, or if I could go to NA meetings, I'd probably feel better.  Blah.