Animal

I think the more that a person resists his/her primal urges when they are inappropriate, the more God-like a person becomes in that the person becomes less selfish.  I think the more a person gives in to those urges, the more animal-like he/she becomes, scrambling for what he/she can get to satisfy his/her cravings and urges. 

I recently realized that during the second half (the downer half) of my drug usage career, I was learning something about people that I was not aware that I was learning.  I was learning that when left unchecked, unchecked either by their own conscience or by religious codes of conduct, people become like animals in that they mainly do whatever appeals to their primal urges at the time such as taking something that they want, fighting, or having sex.  Like I knew a girl who stole some of her friend's money then later said about it, "I couldn't help it; I was on Xanax!"  Or when someone says, "I didn't mean to [insert morally reprehensible act here]....I was drunk.  "I'm not saying that everyone does this, but I think it happens a lot.  ESPECIALLY when someone "blacks out".  I think when a person blacks out he/she goes into "animal mode" where his/her God-consciousness is totally shut off.  I conjecture that this is also why a person doesn't remember his/her actions during a "black out", because their human/God consciousness is not present to store the memory.